Lonesome

Hello to all of my followers and not followers!

People may read my blog but don't subscribe, ah well it makes me feel better once I have wrote it.

Saying that I tend to write my Blog when I feel so many feelings. That has been anger, happiness and loneness. I find that i either calms me down or comforts me. 

So now to get to the main point of this blog entry, and at this point in time and am a little down. Well we all are at some point. I am fine in myself, I don't need personal gain, I am doing well at college, so many of you will be saying well what is wrong with you Jacob! Well my friend I and alone. and well I don't want to be. OK OK OK lets back this up first. Its not that my mum works away, because i am fine with that and have been for the last five weeks or so, its the other type of person that I long for. That is you might call a spouse? I see all my Friends with there Girlfriends and Boyfriends and I say to myself, one day I will have that. 

I don't want to sit here moaning how I don't have a boyfriend and how I have tried so hard to get one, because the fact of the matter is I haven't tried that hard. But hey hey hey don't start writing to me saying 'stop moaning then' because before you do that answer this one question, How does a young homosexual boy get a partner??? If you have the answer then by all means get in touch.

Well thank you very much for listening to me and I hope that you will see where I am coming from.  One day I will have that...   

QUITTERS

OK So i can be sometimes lazy, but I never give up.

Hello to you all, same day  different S**t! It seams that hard work has gone down the pan in todays society and everyone just wants to quit. People left, right and centre giving up and giving in! Not only in the 'real life' but in the life that we all love to follow known as the 'Celeb' world. If you haven't cottoned onto what I am talking about it is the Russell Brand and Jonathan Ross issue that took place a few weeks ago. What I say is that if they said it and meant it then they shouldn't really need to sorry for it. This is because they simply wouldn't have meant it. It is all of the media's problem, they blew this way out of proportion. Everyone got on to the band wagon and kicked off! The aftermath of this was Russell Brand leaving the BBC. He knew that he didn't do wrong and QUIT! 

Ok to the real world, I have a friend, and they seem to believe that the way of sorting out their problems is by quitting. He finds something hard and he quits, WHA T THE HELL. No ofence on their side but he will go far in life but only by getting his head sorted! 

This not just him, I see this a lot as a teenager. A couple of my friends have quit college because it was 'Too much of a challenge!' 

I am not one to moan but seriously dudes whats going on?! You didn't see Churchill give up when times were hard, the depression after the war... did people give up? HELL NO. If the youth of today stay this lazy then god help us all. 

If anyone has anything to add to this then by all means contact me on my email which is

j4ihill@aim.com

Thank-You