People may read my blog but don't subscribe, ah well it makes me feel better once I have wrote it.
Saying that I tend to write my Blog when I feel so many feelings. That has been anger, happiness and loneness. I find that i either calms me down or comforts me.
So now to get to the main point of this blog entry, and at this point in time and am a little down. Well we all are at some point. I am fine in myself, I don't need personal gain, I am doing well at college, so many of you will be saying well what is wrong with you Jacob! Well my friend I and alone. and well I don't want to be. OK OK OK lets back this up first. Its not that my mum works away, because i am fine with that and have been for the last five weeks or so, its the other type of person that I long for. That is you might call a spouse? I see all my Friends with there Girlfriends and Boyfriends and I say to myself, one day I will have that.
I don't want to sit here moaning how I don't have a boyfriend and how I have tried so hard to get one, because the fact of the matter is I haven't tried that hard. But hey hey hey don't start writing to me saying 'stop moaning then' because before you do that answer this one question, How does a young homosexual boy get a partner??? If you have the answer then by all means get in touch.
Well thank you very much for listening to me and I hope that you will see where I am coming from. One day I will have that...
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