The Last Push and a NEW NAME!

Hey hey hey peoples!

I have change the name of my blog, I wanted it to be more outrageous and out there, plain and simple for people to get their own minds on it. Please tell me what you think. I want this to be a blog for all people but also one for males and females that are at the stage in their life where they are 'Confused' and 'coming of age'. I hope I made the right choice of name... :-)

ANYWAY....

SO its the last few days and weeks of college and I cannot wait for this summer to start!

I have a list of what I want to accomplish this summer, and there is quite a few things what I want to do and some are more important that others.

So here are my top 10...

1) RELAX

2) Make time for friends

3) Find Myself a Boyfriend and establish myself as a gay man

4) Challenge myself Physically

5) Loose 1st in weight

6) Get away for a few weeks

7) Go to a PARTY

8) Meet someone new (Make a new friend)

9) Find a JOB!

10)And I might do some work...

As you can possibly I have all the important ones in the first 3 (especially number 3).

I can safely say I will not get board this summer. I have my eye on the prize and I want it!

If you are reading this, add a note and tell me what you are doing this summer... I will be very happy to read what you are doing. and if you want we can even do my number three! (if you are male and gay)

All the best And Stay Cute!

Jai

A spilt second

A split second can make a huge difference. It can stop your food from burning, save a life, change the way you live your life and the list can go on and on. 

I posted a blog entry not so long ago called 'Lonesome'. At that part of my life I was very lonely. Now that has changed, my perception of loneliness has changed a little.

There is a whole inside me, because my family have fallen to pieces. I have to choose who to make happy. Do I choose my mum who has been there 17 years for me, worked shitty jobs (and still does) to keep a roof over my head... well words cannot describe how much I love her. or do I choose the male influence that has been there the majority (not all) but the majority. The man that has... well words don't describe how much I love him.  

The choice that I will make in a split second means nothing in the short term and well nothing in the long term. What I need to do is grow a pair... be selfish and keep low for a while, Think about myself for once. WOW I have never said that before, think about myself... Feels good, gives me some power. I am an individual and a great one at that! I am Jacob Hill, and I tell you what! I hate split seconds. You can never make up your mind in a split second and not regret it so thats why I am not choosing I love both of you.

God Damn I hate split seconds. 

Converters

Hello People! 

My Title on this warm spring night is Converters This is because I have had a heated discussion with a linux user. It got me thinking and, well people that use different operating systems on their computers will always disagree. However they can never hold both parts of the dispute. 

Now not to be a snob but when I was in the debating club at school I picked up that you need two views to debate. This lad did not give me time to put a word in. When I finally managed to take possession of the argument I was always wrong and that there was something better out there in the jungle of options called Linux that will do the job better.

I look at a computer as a tool. (A tool that is an extension of me). But never the less a tool! Now you wouldn't give an electrician the tools made for a plumber. OK so to put that in the context of computers. My mac is well build for media based task and other basic stuff. I did choose a mac for the style too! Whereas Linux has too many tools that will get you confused when all you needed was a spanner (in the context of plumbers and electricians!) It will give the option of what colour, material and other non related choices.  

To summaries. Look around people there are more important factors in life that you should be debating over. The war in Iraq, Men and women risk there lives and all we can argue over is computer operating systems! WOW this society really does SUCK!

Cheers for reading Peeps!

Stay Cute

Jai

A great Book

Hello to you all!

It has been a long time... and the reason for that is that there has not been anything to share, as you will either fall asleep or look too deeply into matter that surrounds the post. 

I am reading a book at the moment (as you might get from the title!) and It is an awesome book! It looks very deeply into the life and thoughts of teenage life. It explores the ups, downs and well the in-betweens of our (meaning Teenage) amazing Life. You sees the insights of exploring the body, sexuality, first dates, masturbation, sex, drugs and the Rocky Horror Picture Show!

To say I will get a lot from this book will be an under statement. This is the teenage life just with a yellow cover and a price tag on it. Even though it was written in the 1999 and is set in 1991 and 1992 it still applies to the 'modern' world.

Just a quick note to say I am not the average Teenager. What I mean by this is I don't spend my evenings drinking and smoking and I don't go sleeping around. This has become the 'unusual'. What I am getting at here is that how stereotypes change, and well that the word stereotype should be banned!!! ARGHHH So if you see me never call me an average TEEN please!

All the best and stay cute! 

Jai