A spilt second

A split second can make a huge difference. It can stop your food from burning, save a life, change the way you live your life and the list can go on and on. 

I posted a blog entry not so long ago called 'Lonesome'. At that part of my life I was very lonely. Now that has changed, my perception of loneliness has changed a little.

There is a whole inside me, because my family have fallen to pieces. I have to choose who to make happy. Do I choose my mum who has been there 17 years for me, worked shitty jobs (and still does) to keep a roof over my head... well words cannot describe how much I love her. or do I choose the male influence that has been there the majority (not all) but the majority. The man that has... well words don't describe how much I love him.  

The choice that I will make in a split second means nothing in the short term and well nothing in the long term. What I need to do is grow a pair... be selfish and keep low for a while, Think about myself for once. WOW I have never said that before, think about myself... Feels good, gives me some power. I am an individual and a great one at that! I am Jacob Hill, and I tell you what! I hate split seconds. You can never make up your mind in a split second and not regret it so thats why I am not choosing I love both of you.

God Damn I hate split seconds. 

Converters

Hello People! 

My Title on this warm spring night is Converters This is because I have had a heated discussion with a linux user. It got me thinking and, well people that use different operating systems on their computers will always disagree. However they can never hold both parts of the dispute. 

Now not to be a snob but when I was in the debating club at school I picked up that you need two views to debate. This lad did not give me time to put a word in. When I finally managed to take possession of the argument I was always wrong and that there was something better out there in the jungle of options called Linux that will do the job better.

I look at a computer as a tool. (A tool that is an extension of me). But never the less a tool! Now you wouldn't give an electrician the tools made for a plumber. OK so to put that in the context of computers. My mac is well build for media based task and other basic stuff. I did choose a mac for the style too! Whereas Linux has too many tools that will get you confused when all you needed was a spanner (in the context of plumbers and electricians!) It will give the option of what colour, material and other non related choices.  

To summaries. Look around people there are more important factors in life that you should be debating over. The war in Iraq, Men and women risk there lives and all we can argue over is computer operating systems! WOW this society really does SUCK!

Cheers for reading Peeps!

Stay Cute

Jai