This is entitled rightly as I have had so many problems, getting into serious trouble and not so serious.
My last blog update (that has now been taken down) was all about the romantic lust that happened while I was away. I know it was wrong but I couldn't help myself, and well neither could he. I posted it not because I wanted my boyfriend at the time to read it, that was the last thing on my mind, but I wrote it as my blog is all about the events of a college student growing up being gay. Well to cut a long story short, he read it and let me tell you he wasn't happy about.
We tried to work it out but eventually we had to call it a day. I knew that it wouldn't work and secretly I knew he thought the same.
So this is a very small problem and well I am sorta over it now. So what could the other problem be? I am not going to say it direct but I went to hell and back, Only one person there to comfort me. It was the help that I received that got me through it.
The worst part wasn't thinking I had a 'Problem' but the secrecy that I had to hid from the ones that I loved. If you haven't cottoned on what I am on about.... then you are a fool :-) in the politest way. This was a tough time and something that I will never do again.
Thats not all though, I am also in a little trouble as I fell for one of the people that was helping me. He is lovely and so nice, but he is with someone, a little older, I wont peruse it but I can have a little fun right :-) x
Please comment below and tell me of you r stories, I would love to hear about them. x
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